I start by taking off my yucky boxers and swap for a nice soft pamper. After I get nice and adjusted I wait until the point of no return and let loose to fill my diaper with a big mushy load. It doesn’t end there as I play with my loaded diaper and smear the mess around. When I’m done I retreat to the toilet that I use as a changing table. You can actually see the damage that was done and how “hard” the cleanup ends up being.